Saturday, April 11, 2026

When the Mind Meets the Spirit - The Awakening Within

 Dear Reader, 

Today I watched the film “The Great Awakening.” 
What stayed with me was not just history—but a mirror. 

On one side stood Benjamin Franklin 
a man of reason, invention, and self-made identity. 
A builder of systems, a thinker, a man grounded in the visible world. 

On the other stood George Whitefield 
a man of faith, conviction, and spiritual fire. 
A voice calling people not just to think—but to change. 

At first, they seemed like opposites. 

But as the story unfolded, something deeper appeared. 

Franklin did not become less of a man of reason. 
And Whitefield did not abandon faith for intellect. 

Instead… something remarkable happened: 

The “natural man” began to listen. 
And in listening, he changed. 

Not by losing himself— 
but by allowing something greater to shape him. 

 

The Turning Point 

What I saw was not a battle between science and faith— 
but a joining. 

Reason without spirit can become cold. 
Faith without grounding can become untethered. 

But when the two come together… 

Man becomes more than himself. 

This is not just the story of a nation— 
it is the story of recovery… 
the story of every soul that awakens. 

 

A Recovery Reflection 

In my own life, I have known the “natural man”— 
self-driven, searching, sometimes lost. 

And I have known the moment when something greater said, 
“There is more than this.” 

That moment is not weakness. 

It is awakening. 

Like Franklin standing in the presence of Whitefield, 
we are invited to hear something beyond ourselves. 

 

The Message 

The American experience was not built on mind alone. 
Nor on faith alone. 

It was built on the willingness of individuals 
to let both work together. 

To think… and to believe. 
To act… and to surrender. 

 

Closing Thought 

Perhaps the Great Awakening is not just something that happened then. 

Perhaps it is something that happens now— 
whenever a person moves 
from self alone 
to something greater. 

Search yourself for those moments.
Cherish them—and allow them to build within you,
making you better, stronger, and willing to be Born Again.

Friday, April 10, 2026

Growing Up Without Growing Cold

Dear Reader,

Today I had the desire to be profound and offer a meaningful message. Yet as I contemplated the direction, there came a still, small voice inviting me to pause… and to listen to a song from Peter Pan:
“I Won’t Grow Up.”

At first, it seemed almost out of place. After all, life is serious. Recovery is serious. Scripture calls us to grow, to change, and to take responsibility.

But as I listened more closely, something shifted within me.

I realized there must be a balance.

A balance between:

  • the working of the Twelve Steps,
  • the expectations found in scripture,
  • and the joy and happiness our Heavenly Father desires for each of us.

In recovery, We are taught that growth requires willingness—
a willingness to change, to make amends, and to live differently.

Scripture teaches the same:

“Be ye therefore perfect…” (Matthew 5:48)

And yet, in the very same gospel, we are also told:

“Except ye be converted, and become as little children…” (Matthew 18:3)

So which is it? Grow up… or remain childlike?

The answer, I believe, is both.


To grow in responsibility…
but not lose the lightness of the soul.

To become accountable…
but not become hardened.

To live with purpose…
but still allow room for joy.

To "climb a tree and  be of  service."


There was a time in my life when I confused growing up with becoming serious, guarded, and heavy. But that was not growth—that was fear.

True growth, as I experience it today, looks different:

  • Being a little kinder
  • A little slower to anger
  • A little more willing to help others

And strangely enough, as I become more willing… I also become more alive.


The message of that simple song is not to avoid life’s responsibilities.
It is to remind us not to lose something sacred along the way.

Not to lose:

  • our laughter
  • our sense of wonder
  • our ability to feel joy in small things

So today, Let us try to walk a middle path.

To grow where we must…
and to remain light where we can.

To take responsibility for our life…
while remembering that God never intended for life to lose its joy.


Perhaps Neverland is not a place we escape to…

Perhaps it is something we carry within us—
a reminder that even as we grow, we are still children of God.


And in that balance, We find something unexpected:

Not just growth…
but peace.

Thursday, April 9, 2026

letting go to be Free



Dear Reader ,

There is a quiet truth many of us discover only after struggle:


“If you try to change it, you will ruin it.

Try to hold it, and you will lose it.”

Lao Tzu


And in the same spirit:


“The tighter you grasp, the less you hold.”


In my life—and especially in recovery—I have learned how natural it is to hold on.

To try to control people, outcomes, even the way life unfolds.


But holding on came with a cost.

Restlessness. Fear. Exhaustion.


There came a moment when I was faced with a simple choice:

Continue trying to manage everything… or begin to let go.


In recovery, this is not giving up—

it is giving over.


Step by step, I began to trust a Power greater than myself.

Not perfectly, but honestly.


And something changed.


What I once tried to force… began to flow.

What I feared losing… no longer owned me.

What I released… returned as peace.


Letting go is not loss.

It is the beginning of freedom.



Final Thought



We do not lose life by releasing it.

We discover life when we stop trying to hold it still.